Saturday 28 January 2012

How to cope with panic attacks/panic disorder

1. Take your anxiety with you..........feel those sensations, knowing they are NOT a disease that will harm you/kill you. Learn to rebreathe into a paper bag, because most of the dizzy/light headed sensations are because of oxygen/carbon dioxide imbalance....rebreathing into a paper bag helps this or breathing slowly in through your nose and out through your mouth.

2. Eat small regular meals, every 2/3 hrs. When we dont eat for a while, sugar levels are effected, and eventually adrenaline is released...causing more panic.

3. Get into a bedtime routine of...no caffine after 6pm, a warm bath, good book, bedroom nice temperature, and use music on low to help you drift off.

4. Try aromatherapy oils such as Lavender, or Neroli. A few drops in your palms, rub together, inhale. Use also as a massage in olive oil.

5. Read read read......by fully understanding panic and anxiety, you will be able to come to terms with it. Knowledge is the key.

6. DONT STOP going out to work or out socially. Your panic WANTS to control you, dont let it. Feel it, but go about your day.

7. See your GP, because medication can be of great help. Try counselling through the NHS or privately. Bach rescue remedy helps some people.

8. Talk to family and friends or post on panic forums to other sufferers.

9. Never give up.

10. Dont drink too much alcohol, it never helps anxiety.

11. Get some fresh air everyday, half an hour is fine.


This was taken from a forum I read on http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/ posted by a 'Paula Lynne' I found this most useful& hope it will also help you too.

Mission Statement

Although I have written a welcome statement, I think its important to talk about why I want to do this. I want this blog to help people understand that they are not alone and they can follow me though my journey which will possibly give them an insight into what therapy they may wish to take or not take. Another important reason is that I have been through panic attacks and disorder myself, so when I read other sufferers on forums talking about how their life is miserable, their lives won't get better and how frightenend and vulnerable they feel it makes me even more passionate to help.
I have been the person trembling under the covers, the person who can't go even go to the shop or walk the dog or go to friends' parties and generally didnt act 'normal'. I got myself so worked up and panicked I actually asked to be hospitalised. This is not how ostracised and alone anybody, let alone a person who panics should feel, and if through being open about my own life or by posting any useful webistes I find can help just one person I will be satisfied.
You are not alone& you will never be alone through panic attacks or panic disorder.
xxx

Sufferers in the Media

Positive Statements SelfHelp

I found this website very useful when I was researching positive statements I could tell myself once I was in a panicky situation http://www.successconsciousness.com/index_00000a.htm

Here are the positive statements on the website incase you do not care to read the all of the material. However, it is advisable so that you understand how important positive thinking can be in your daily routine.

- I am healthy and happy.

- Wealth is pouring into my life.

- I am sailing on the river of wealth.

- I am getting wealthier each day.

- My body is healthy and functioning in a very good way.

- I have a lot of energy.

- I study and comprehend fast.

- My mind is calm.

- I am calm and relaxed in every situation.

- My thoughts are under my control.

- I radiate love and happiness.

- I am surrounded by love.

- I have the perfect job for me.

- I am living in the house of my dreams.

- I have good and loving relations with my wife/husband.

- I have a wonderful and satisfying job.

- I have the means to travel abroad, whenever I want to.

- I am successful in whatever I do.

- Everything is getting better every day.


Diary 2 28/01/2012

Hello, I am back to write about my counselling session. It was with a lady around 40 who I told everything to. To be honest, it went really well and I came out very optimistic. Her approach was 'person centered therapy' where the counsellor helps the sufferer to find and understand the reasons of why they panic. If you wish to research this humanistic approach yourself here is a link - http://www.person-centered-counseling.com/
I think this is a benefit to the condition because the therapy looks at the cause of the disorder and not soley treating the symptoms which CBT does. This has made me feel positive about the future and more confident that I am in control of my life because I am analysing what is causing the anxiety, in my case I believe too many expectations from my parents, pressures of exams and being too smootherd growing up, leading to it being a culture shock when I had to become more independant. From this I am making a list of confidence building excercises which will help to show me that I will be fine doing things by myself and that nothing bad will happen that I cannot handle.
I am still on the waiting list for cognitive behavioural therapy and am sure I will be for a very long time! Even though it is taking me awhile to have a session with the NHS, don't be disheartened by my experience as waiting lists could vary depending on the population of the area and how many counsellors there are. I have another PCT session the same time next week and I am hoping after regular sessions my confidence will grow and I can begin my list of goals.
Although I do have a momentary lapse of confidence sometimes, counsellors would not be in employment if it were not for people with conditions like panic attacks or panic disorder. If you do find that NHS counselling servies are taking longer than you would like to wait, there are many private counsellors with a variety of different approaches that you could speak to. It is important to remember that they must be a member of the British Association of Couselling and Psychotherapy to ensure they are practising to a correct professional standard. The online link is http://www.bacp.co.uk/.
Sessions with private counsellors may cost around £30-£50 an hour and they will advertise on the internet or in directories.

Thursday 26 January 2012

My First Panic Episode

I thought it would be useful to write about a panic episode I had which led to me developing panic disorder. Many of you will be able to relate and this may make you feel abit better as you'll know you are not the only one.
My mother and father were on holiday in Turkey and I was on my way back from University as my seminar had been cancelled. I used to find it particulary uncomfortable travelling on public transport but could usually control my anxiety so that it did not result in a panic attack.
I was walking through the city centre towards the bus station when I started to panic about the size of the crowds and remember saying to myself "oh my god there's loads of people here" I dont know why this panicked me, but I began to walk faster. I got to 'Next' and felt the need to run into the female toilets as I felt breathless and panicky. When I got there a wave of panic swept over me and I was literally jumping up and down to release all of the adrenaline I had. I started thinking to myself that I was so panicked I would not be able to get myself out of the bathroom, out of the city centre or even onto a bus and that I was 'stuck' there. Although it seems daft as I sit here in my own home, it was the scariest moment of my life and the thought that my fiance was 200 miles away at his army barraks and my mum and dad were out of the country, scared the absolute life out of me.
 In the end I rang 999 crying uncontrollably because I was convinced they were the only people that could help me. They alerted the staff and a kind lady came into the bathroom to talk to me. After half an hour an ambuance man arrived who took my heart rate and tested my breathing to asses whether i was having a panic attack. I told him how i felt and he flatly told me that there was nothing he could give me and that i was the only person who could get myself home as he wasnt a taxi service. As you can imagine this was very traumatic and after giving me the once over in the hospital and telling me the psychiatic nurse 'wasnt there' I reluctantly paid £35 to get a taxi home.
I thought that this would be the end of my day from hell but that night I began to panic again. This time I was acting very strangely. Alone in the house I started to pull out of my hair in pieces and took my clothes off (yes my clothes!) because they were irritating me. I rang my bestfriend who promptly came round to calm me down. She told me she had felt like this and that it was just a big panic attack. This helped me a little because I knew it would have to subside or end at some point. I also rang my mum& dad in Turkey... big mistake.
Although they are very supportive, they began to panic themselves and told me that if i did not calm down they would ring somebody to come round and admit me to a mental health ward. I think this was the most trumatic moment because even though I was the most lost and vulnerable I have ever felt, I also felt alone like I was the only crazy person going and that nobody could help me. The next few days are a blur of which I spent in my mum&dad's bed trembling and crying.
From then on I have come on leaps& bounds. I may not get the bus but I certainly travel and attended my seminars at university, food shopping trips, began doing my driving lessons and started to rent my own house from which I am writihng at the moment. Why the treatment then you ask?
I believe that anxiety and depression are a cycle as suggested by leading psychologists. If youre not anxious your depressed because you have been or will be anxious and if your not depressed its because youre anxious. At the moment I am neither but can feel each could come on and I am not yet equipped to tackle them confidently and hope that counselling will be able to help me with this.
Although panic attacks, panic disorder or anxiety can seem like a bleak never ending journey, I am more than confident that it will and has to end.
 I write that with a smile on my face because I may not have 'come out of the other side' yet but I am still smiling and that goes to show panic disorder will not take over my life without a fight.
As a last point to think about when reflecting on your own experiences and circumstance, here is a short inspirational extract from William Ernest Henley's poem Invictus which helps me to remember that I control my life and the panic disorder does not control me.

 "I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul"
                
                                                                Goodnight x

Diary 1. 27/01/2012

Tomorrow I am starting a private course of counselling for my panic disorder as I have been on the NHS waiting list for cognitive behavioural therapy for 3 months and literally could not wait any longer for some professional help. It seems that in general, patients are 'chewing at the bit' for counselling or therapy for these types of disorders which makes me think of whether the NHS have made adequate concessions for them.
On average 1 in 4 people in the UK will experience mental health problems in their lifetime which begs the question of whether the NHS are catering for this amount of people. I would like to argue - they are not.
Mental health issues have been much of a taboo subject in past generations leading to recent campaigns such as 'time-to-change' encouraging an end to mental health discrimination. You yourself can pledge to talk about mental health here http://www.time-to-change.org.uk.
I do believe it is paramount that mental health issues such as panic disorder are addressed just as other common complaints such as asthma, diabetes or any other medical issue would be.
I myself have felt ostracised and self conscious because I was worried what other people would think about my illness and this is unacceptable. Sufferers of mental illness can feel very vulnerable and frightened by their experiences and need the help and support of others.

Although I have plunged myself into an ethical debate into the morals of society I will return to my diary, much to your relief I am sure..
I am slightly apprehensive about my session tomorrow because I will have to indulge in my fears for at least 30 minutes to a complete stranger but I know that taking these steps is very positive and surely this is better than constantly ringing 'Michelle' at the NHS who tells me 'can't tell you where you are on the list babe because I cant tell' hangs up and never rings back much to my annoyance. I do not want to get my hopes up or pretend it is going to be a miracle cure and ill come out a new woman because sometimes it is a real struggle to just get through the day BUT I know this is the first step to getting rid and that can only be a good thing.
By journeying with me through treatment I hope this helps you to battle your demons& give you a real indication of what happens and the feelings or experiences associated with it. I will reiterate it and reiterate it again, you are not alone and you will never be alone. We may be a minority but we can still be a community.
See you tomorrow!

Other sufferers in the public eye..

Sometimes it is just nice to know that we are not alone with this condition. Even celebrities suffer from anxiety. Late nights, bad dietary habits, money and work stress, long days and jet lag take their toll on anyone, regardless of age.
  • Johnny Depp
  • Micheal Jackson
  • Sir Isaac Newton
  • Winston Churchill
Each of these celebrities have suffered with one of the conditions named above. It is also important to realise that they did not let these dispositions stand in their way , as they would not have been so successful or infamous if they had.

The who's who of Panic

  • Panic Attack - Panic attacks are periods of intense fear or apprehension that are of sudden onset and of relatively brief duration. Panic attacks usually begin abruptly, reach a peak within 10 minutes, and subside over the next several hours. Often, those afflicted will experience significant anticipatory anxiety and limited symptom attacks in between attacks, in situations where attacks have previously occurred.

  • Panic Disorder - Panic disorder is a type of anxiety disorder in which you have repeated attacks of intense fear that something bad will occur when not expected.

Welcome statement

Hello, In this post I will give a brief introduction as to why I created this blog and for my hopes of how it may help others.
Firstly I am a sufferer of panic disorder which primarily started as panic attacks. If you are unsure of what these terms mean, I will post a 'who's who of panic' as opposed to a self diagnosis. This is because it is important to go to your GP with any worries or medical issues related to panic disorder or panic attacks and use this blog as a supplementary aid to understand that you are not alone and can hear someone else's story on a personal level and not to diagnose yourself.
I felt it was essential that ithere was some material in the public eye about this subject as when I was looking for support or trying to find other people's stories to help myself, they were scarce. this is not to say that there are not many websites or phone lines associated with this issue because there are and I will post the links and numbers for these later but I felt it was also important to hear other people's stories and experiences.
I hope that you will find this blog useful but also hopeful as I have found it helps greatly to think positive about the future and to believe that you will beat this and more importantly you can. I also hope that other people who are not sufferes but wish to understand more of this subject, will benefit from this information.
Thank you